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Weakened By The Weekend
03:26
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Woke up from anxiety
Got feelings of dread inside of me
It's the last day of the weekend
Just tired of feeling weakened
So today I'll withdraw
From more than just alcohol
Take stock in all my flaws
And fabricate how I'm gonna change them all
Eternal hours tick right by me
In a house where I've been scared to let home find me
At the crossroads of hope and boredom
The pills pave a way for me to enjoy them
So today I'll withdraw
From more than just alcohol
Take stock in all my flaws
And fabricate how I'm gonna change them all...
...when I won't
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2. |
Almost Fine @ 29
04:08
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Here's an ode
To a decade almost done
Not much to show
Except how I've been living on the run
But the new seasons are here again
You're so last year and I'm free again
The new seasons are here again
You're so last year and I'm free again
So here's an ode
To the fact we're finally done
Who knew the songs I wrote about you
Would one day be about me too
From left behind
To leaving behind
Either way the fault was mine
And I'll pick sleeping alone while my dreams run free
Trying to escape mediocrity
Because setbacks are all that's left in you and me
Yeah, setbacks are all that's left in you and me
So here's an ode to a decade almost done
Microdosed my way through what felt like winter
When it was barely even fall
Realized I'd only halfway enjoyed my summer
Because in spring we'd hit a wall
But the new seasons are here again
You're so last year and I'm free again
The new seasons are here again
You're so last year and I'm free again
So here's an ode
To a decade almost done
Not much to show
Except how I've been living on the run
But the new seasons are here again
You're so last year and I'm free again
The new seasons are here again
You're so last year and I'm free again
So here's an ode
To the fact we're finally done
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3. |
Broken Keychain
03:45
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Broken keychain from an anxious touch
Never thought our hearts would ever weigh this much
And I know you've written in your journal
And it includes my name
Cause the past few days have not been normal
And what I've said has caused you pain
Just know the empty space you leave behind
It was no fault of yours but rather mine
For all the things I didn't say
Cause I couldn't face it was best to walk away
I miss the days where everything was play
And nothing we would say would push the other one away
But now the things we tell
Are so mundane
And tears more often well
From the things we say that cause each other pain
Just know the empty space you leave behind
It was no fault of yours but rather mine
For all the things I didn't say
Cause I couldn't face it was best to walk away
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Lonely For A While
03:38
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I was your one and only
For a while
I was your one and lonely
For a while
A year ago so certain
A year later gone
My eyes stuck on the pavement
On this drive to move one
I drove up and down the state
To fix what became a mistake
Our love became hazy
As we drove ourselves crazy
Stuck in such a sad state
We paved the way for heartache
I was breaking down at the intersection
But kept driving anyway
Just like every morning when I would leave with nothing to say
Except goodbye
And goodbye sounded okay
Except goodbye
Accept goodbye
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Phil Gillies Oxnard, California
I grew up in Tehachapi, CA and have wandered up and down the state of California living, searching, and being. I'm just a human that makes music.
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